Psalm 37:3-6 Commit your way to the Lord;
trust in him, and he will act.
He will bring forth your righteousness as the light,
and your justice as the noonday.
Trust is something a lot of people struggle with. A lot of times you put your trust in someone and they let you down. The good news is that God is NOT man. You can put your trust in Him and He will be there! He won't let you down.
I have been homeschooling my kids and this week we have been studying the story of Abraham, Sarah and Isaac. What and AMAZING story of trust this is! Abraham and Sarah learned that God keeps His promises. Abraham's faith by the end of the journey was so great that when God asked him to sacrifice his son, he didn't hesitate! He was able to trust that God knew best.
I wonder if God asked me to do something like that if I would trust Him enough. I would like to say yes, but I am just not sure. Good thing this life is a journey and God is constantly molding us into His perfect, holy creation.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Comparing
I have this thing I do. I constantly am comparing myslef to other people. I compare my kids to other people's kids. I compare my possessions, my looks, my life, even my eating habbits with other people. A lot of times it makes me feel insecure. I feel like everyone else is doing so much better than I am.
This is no different for me spiritually. I look at the faith of others or the miraculous or wonderful things they have done to advance God's Kingdom and I feel completely inadequate. It is especially difficult when I am married to a pastor whose job is to do these things 24/7. (Not to mention that my hubs is pretty much perfect!)
I read this verse today and it spoke to me:
"Each one should test his own actions. Then he can take pride in himself, without comparing himself to somebody else." Galatians 6:4
I really need to stop worrying about what other people are doing and focus on what I am doing. God has called me to be a wife and mother, and although I am not speaking to large crowds or writing books like Beth Moore, I am being faithful to what God has called me to do.
What has He called you to do? Have you responded? If so, than you are just as faithful as Beth Moore or Billy Graham! So stop beating yourself up!
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Whining
My four year old son is constantly
"I want cereal!"
"I want to go outside!"
"I want, I want, I want!"
I am sure you get the point! He is constantly trying to control us by telling us what he wants. We have been trying to teach him to be grateful for what he has, not ask for more. Then it hit me....
I do this with God! I whine about what I want. I tell God what I want. I get upset when I don't get what I want. What I should be wanting is whatever God wants for me. I should be practicing gratitude, just like I have been trying to teach my son.
2 Corinthians 12:9
9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
God's grace should be MORE than enough for me! I don't need anything else!
And God wants what is best for us. AND He KNOWS better than we do about what we need.
I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. John 10:10
Thank you God for using my son to teach me and humble me. Forgive me for all my "I wants". Change my heart and make me want what you want!
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Our Comfort...
I have no problem admiting that I LOVE to be comfortable. And I'm selfish too. Sometimes I can forget all together what this life is really about, which is advancing God's kingdom. You see God doesn't want us to be comfortable all the time. He wants to stretch us. He wants us to grow.
Matthew 16:26 For what profit is it to a man, if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?
Matthew 6:19 Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal; but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal.
Our lives should be about the end result. Our reward in heaven. And we should desire to share this reward, this treasure with everyone we encounter.
Luke 9:23 And He said to them all, "If any man will come after Me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily, and follow Me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever will lose his life for My sake, the same shall save it.
We have to deny our self. Deny our own worldly desires and replace it with the desires of the Lord.
James 1:2-4 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
God says that we should consider it a joy when we encounter life's struggles because it tests our faith and teaches us to persevere.
So don't get too comfortable with your life. Don't close yourself off to the rest of the world; the lost, the poor, the hurting, the needy. Being a disciple of Christ means that we are called to LOVE all people. So get out of your bubble and get a little messy.
Matthew 16:26 For what profit is it to a man, if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?
Matthew 6:19 Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal; but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal.
Our lives should be about the end result. Our reward in heaven. And we should desire to share this reward, this treasure with everyone we encounter.
Luke 9:23 And He said to them all, "If any man will come after Me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily, and follow Me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever will lose his life for My sake, the same shall save it.
We have to deny our self. Deny our own worldly desires and replace it with the desires of the Lord.
James 1:2-4 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
God says that we should consider it a joy when we encounter life's struggles because it tests our faith and teaches us to persevere.
So don't get too comfortable with your life. Don't close yourself off to the rest of the world; the lost, the poor, the hurting, the needy. Being a disciple of Christ means that we are called to LOVE all people. So get out of your bubble and get a little messy.
Friday, March 25, 2011
Patience
I have never been a patient person. I know what I want and I want it now. I think sometimes I am looking so far ahead to what I want that I lose sight of the present. I have my focus on the future and don't pay attention to how the Lord is at work around me.
Right now I am living thousands of miles away from my friends and family. I am terribly homesick and everything about my current situation rubs me the wrong way. I am so easily frustrated these days. And because all I can focus on is the future of how to get back home, I am missing the good things around me; the opportunity to make new friends, the chance to embrace a new culture and see and try new things. And most importantly, how the Lord is using our family in this place. Just in the last few weeks alone we have witnessed 2 people get saved and will soon be having a baptism!
So I may not be thrilled with where I live but I know that God is going to use it for His purpose, and in the end isn't that all that really matters?
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28
This is a song that has been playing on the radio that has really been speaking to me lately:
I lost my keys in the great unknown
And call me please 'Cuz I can't find my phone
This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff that's getting to me lately
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use
45 in a 35
Sirens and fines while I'm running behind
Whoa
This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff that's getting to me lately
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use
So break me of impatience
Conquer my frustrations
I've got a new appreciation
It's not the end of the world
Oh Oh Oh
This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff
Someone save me
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
And I've gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use
Oh Oh Oh Oh
This is the stuff You use
Right now I am living thousands of miles away from my friends and family. I am terribly homesick and everything about my current situation rubs me the wrong way. I am so easily frustrated these days. And because all I can focus on is the future of how to get back home, I am missing the good things around me; the opportunity to make new friends, the chance to embrace a new culture and see and try new things. And most importantly, how the Lord is using our family in this place. Just in the last few weeks alone we have witnessed 2 people get saved and will soon be having a baptism!
So I may not be thrilled with where I live but I know that God is going to use it for His purpose, and in the end isn't that all that really matters?
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28
This is a song that has been playing on the radio that has really been speaking to me lately:
I lost my keys in the great unknown
And call me please 'Cuz I can't find my phone
This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff that's getting to me lately
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use
45 in a 35
Sirens and fines while I'm running behind
Whoa
This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff that's getting to me lately
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use
So break me of impatience
Conquer my frustrations
I've got a new appreciation
It's not the end of the world
Oh Oh Oh
This is the stuff that drives me crazy
This is the stuff
Someone save me
In the middle of my little mess
I forget how big I'm blessed
This is the stuff that gets under my skin
And I've gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing
It might not be what I would choose
But this is the stuff You use
Oh Oh Oh Oh
This is the stuff You use
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Nevermind the Joneses.
So God has been speaking to me LOUD and CLEAR. You know what I mean? Those times where every message you hear is about the same thing and every time you open your bible you keep reading the same kind of stuff? And this is what I am hearing:
I am so BLESSED!
I have this file on the computer with stuff I dream about getting when I get rich. I call it my "Get Rich File". Here are some of the things I have in it:
Then God spoke to me over the last 2 weeks and told me that it wasn't good for me to be consumed by this desire. The desire to "Get Rich".
1 Timmothy 6:10 For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.
I started to realize that I have SO MUCH! How could I be looking for more? It is hard not to look at someone that has a huge house and nice things and not think, "I wish I could have what they have." But really I should be thinking about people who have less than me and instead of trying to GET more I should be trying to GIVE more!
Look what the rest of the world lives like:
I hate that I am so focused on ME. I want to be more focused on others.
That is my prayer this week.
My friend posted this link on her facebook today and it is a great way to put things in perspective and it is exactly what God has been showing me the last 2 weeks. Check it out and see how BLESSED you really are.
Nevermind the Joneses.
I am so BLESSED!
I have this file on the computer with stuff I dream about getting when I get rich. I call it my "Get Rich File". Here are some of the things I have in it:
Then God spoke to me over the last 2 weeks and told me that it wasn't good for me to be consumed by this desire. The desire to "Get Rich".
1 Timmothy 6:10 For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.
I started to realize that I have SO MUCH! How could I be looking for more? It is hard not to look at someone that has a huge house and nice things and not think, "I wish I could have what they have." But really I should be thinking about people who have less than me and instead of trying to GET more I should be trying to GIVE more!
Look what the rest of the world lives like:
This is how much food the average American household consumes in a week:
And this is the amount of food for a family in Africa for a week:
I hate that I am so focused on ME. I want to be more focused on others.
That is my prayer this week.
My friend posted this link on her facebook today and it is a great way to put things in perspective and it is exactly what God has been showing me the last 2 weeks. Check it out and see how BLESSED you really are.
Nevermind the Joneses.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
I'm Not Better Than Anyone
Yesterday I wrote about how I am a "Jesus Freak". Today I am struggling. I am homesick. I feel sad. I am angry. Just wanted you to know that I am FAR from perfect. I don't even think I am all that good. I thought this poem was appropriate for today:
Christians - By Maya Angelou
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say.... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!
Christians - By Maya Angelou
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say.... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
I'm a Jesus Freak!
I told you how I am reading a book about being spiritually bold and I felt convicted that I have not shared my personal testimony on this blog. I figure since I am writing about what God is teaching me on here I might as well start at the beginning of my spiritual journey. So here is the story of how I became a Jesus Freak : )
I was raised in the Catholic church. I went to church every Sunday. I was leader of song for mass. I went to Catholic school. But I never knew God. Sure I knew plenty ABOUT God, but I never really knew Him personally. In fact, I didn't even believe He was real. I just figured it was one of those things that people made up to make life a little better. You know, like the tooth fairy to make kids feel better when they can't chew their food and their gums are bleeding.
So when I went to college I stopped going to church because my parents weren't there to make me. It felt great to finally be able to make my own choice. I was determined to GO WILD at college but God had other plans...
My roommate turned out to be a boring goody two shoes christian girl. YUCK! She was always going to all these bible studies and she never wanted to come out and party. The first few months I was either annoyed with her or I just felt really bad for her for believing in a fake god. But after a while I started to see her differently. She was always so calm. She was so sure of herself. She had this peace about her and she was always happy. I had never met anyone who was like that. Even if she had a horrible day, she was still happy about it.
So one night I got the courage to ask her about it and she invited me to a bible study! My first thought was, "Head for the hills!" but then my roommate told me there would be free pizza. I was a poor, starving college student and free pizza was awefully inticing so I decided to go, just for the food of course. I figured I could listen to her little bible study and find a way to prove to her that God was fake.
Things did not go according to plan. I ate the pizza, but as she led the bible study I realized I was still hungry, not for food, but spiritually. I realized that I was empty inside. I was a shell of a person that was looking for something. I didn't necessarily think her "God" was for me, but I started searching spiritually and asking more questions. I started going to church with her and God started breaking through my walls of resistance to Him. After studying His word I realized He is real.
So during Spring Break my freshman year of college, when I had originally planned to be going wild like any good college student, I was at church instead. When the pastor asked if there was anyone there that wanted to accept Jesus as their Lord and savior, who had been searching for the Truth and wanted eternal life, who knew that they were a sinner and needed God's help, I knew that God was calling me. At first I could not walk forward. I was frozen in fear. Was I really going to do this? After all my years of hateing church, was I really going to make a lifetime commitment to follow the Lord? But then I heard this verse in my head:
Luke 21:19
By standing firm you will gain life.
And it was like God was speaking directly to me. I kept hearing the word "stand" over and over again until I finally stood up, and once I stood up there was nothing left to do but walk forward.
I can't say that I was one of those people who had a dramatic, instant transformation. I screwed up plenty of times after that day. Actaully, I still screw up. But I am starting to screw up less and less. Here I am 8 years later and if you would compare the me now to the me from 8 years ago you would say I am very different. That "goody two shoes roommate" is actually one of my best friends and my idea of "going wild" these days is turning on some music and dancing with my 3 babies in our living room. I married a preacher, which strikes me as ironic. All those years of trying to get away from the preaching at church and now here I am living with a preacher : ) But the biggest change is I KNOW God now, not just about Him. And that is how I became a Jesus Freak!
Monday, February 7, 2011
Being Bold
I am reading this book called "Spiritually Sassy" and it is all about being bold in your faith. I am at a point in my life where I don't feel bold in any area of my life. I seem to have lost my confidence. I just had a baby 3 months ago and am struggling to loose that "baby weight" so I am having issues with my body image. I am living in a new place and although I am trying desperately to make friends, it is not going so well. Maybe I am comming across as too desperate but when I invite other moms over for playdates I keep getting rejected. When I was in college I used to be able to walk into a room full of strangers and talk to every single person there and feel totally comfortable. Now I have trouble even thinking of what to say when I am with friends.
Somewhere along the way, I lost myself. I think I lost my focus. I became absorbed with MY life and had less time for others. My focus was on raising my kids and being a good wife. Chasing around a 3 yr old and a 2 yr old while toting along a 3 month old does not give me much opportunity to have adult conversations and the adult conversations I have had for the last 3 years have mostly been with other moms talking about our children.
When I started reading the book I was really skeptical. If I couldn't be bold in normal social situations how on earth could I be bold spiritually. But then the book reminded me that the great thing about being a Christian is knowing that my God is bigger than any problem. By becoming so absorbed in my life I have forgotten to relinquish control to my Heavenly Father...something that is so hard for a control freak like me to do. Oh but when I do! The freedom!
The author put it so simply, "Our boldness is not found in building a better me, or in our self-confidence, but in trusting and relying on God to use us beyond ourselves for His purposes."
So many of us allow the obstacle of fear to tackle us in our minds before we ever venture into the realm of what God is calling us to do. If God calls us to do something, He will more than surely give us the tools we need to accomplish it!
2 Peter 1:3 His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness though our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness.
So I am praying for boldness. I am trying to "Let go and let God." To relinquish FULL control over to the Lord in ALL areas of my life. I crave to live radically for Christ.
How about you?
Somewhere along the way, I lost myself. I think I lost my focus. I became absorbed with MY life and had less time for others. My focus was on raising my kids and being a good wife. Chasing around a 3 yr old and a 2 yr old while toting along a 3 month old does not give me much opportunity to have adult conversations and the adult conversations I have had for the last 3 years have mostly been with other moms talking about our children.
When I started reading the book I was really skeptical. If I couldn't be bold in normal social situations how on earth could I be bold spiritually. But then the book reminded me that the great thing about being a Christian is knowing that my God is bigger than any problem. By becoming so absorbed in my life I have forgotten to relinquish control to my Heavenly Father...something that is so hard for a control freak like me to do. Oh but when I do! The freedom!
The author put it so simply, "Our boldness is not found in building a better me, or in our self-confidence, but in trusting and relying on God to use us beyond ourselves for His purposes."
So many of us allow the obstacle of fear to tackle us in our minds before we ever venture into the realm of what God is calling us to do. If God calls us to do something, He will more than surely give us the tools we need to accomplish it!
2 Peter 1:3 His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness though our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness.
So I am praying for boldness. I am trying to "Let go and let God." To relinquish FULL control over to the Lord in ALL areas of my life. I crave to live radically for Christ.
How about you?
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Depression
I think everyone experiences some form of depression at one point in their life. You feel like you are sinking. You carry the weight of the world on your shoulders and you are teetering on the edge of emotional stability. It is scary being in that place, that very dark place where you just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. It is during these times that you need to hold onto the promises of the Lord.
1. God can carry our burdens. We just have to let him.
Matthew 11:28-30
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
2. It is actually a blessing when we experience sadness because it allows God to reveal Himself as our Comforter.
Matthew 5:1-48
Seeing the crowds, he went up on the mountain, and when he sat down, his disciples came to him. And he opened his mouth and taught them, saying: “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. ...
3. God is ALWAYS present. Even when we feel alone in that darkness the bible says He is VERY PRESENT and that He will not abandon us like orphans.
Psalm 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
John 14:18 I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you.
4. Not only is He with us when we are in despair, He goes before us, leading the way through the darkness.
Deuteronomy 31:8 It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.
1. God can carry our burdens. We just have to let him.
Matthew 11:28-30
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
2. It is actually a blessing when we experience sadness because it allows God to reveal Himself as our Comforter.
Matthew 5:1-48
Seeing the crowds, he went up on the mountain, and when he sat down, his disciples came to him. And he opened his mouth and taught them, saying: “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. ...
3. God is ALWAYS present. Even when we feel alone in that darkness the bible says He is VERY PRESENT and that He will not abandon us like orphans.
Psalm 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
John 14:18 I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you.
4. Not only is He with us when we are in despair, He goes before us, leading the way through the darkness.
Deuteronomy 31:8 It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.
Friday, January 28, 2011
Do We Really Need Friends?
In today's society it is so easy to feel alone, even when you are in a room of complete strangers. Rather than having one on one conversations we would rather text someone or write on their facebook wall. Don't get me wrong, I love social networking. I just think that it has become a crutch for a lot of people and has made it easier to have superficial friendships. Sure you may have 400 friends on your friend list, but how many really know what you are struggling with?
The bible tells us that it is important to have friends:
True Friends Strengthen and Help Each Other
Ecclesiastes 4:9–12
Two people are better off than one, for they can help each other succeed. If one person falls, the other can reach out and help. But someone who falls alone is in real trouble. Likewise, two people lying close together can keep each other warm. But how can one be warm alone? A person standing alone can be attacked and defeated, but two can stand back-to-back and conquer. Three are even better, for a triple-braided cord is not easily broken.
Proverbs 27:17 NIV
As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another.
So maybe today you should leave your comfort zone and try to be a real friend to someone. They are probably just as lonely as you are...
Friday, January 21, 2011
New Struggles
It has been so long since I have blogged what the Lord has been teaching me on here. Maybe it is because I haven't really wanted to learn it. God called my husband and I to move to a new place and to start a new job. The calling was clear and yet I was still reluctant to leave. I left my family, my friends, my support system, my routines, my home, my perfect weather to support my husband in his calling to be a pastor. And since we have arrived all I have done is complain. It is funny because even reading this I realize how selfish and childish I sound...MY home, MY friends, MY weather. MY, MY, MY. It's all about me, me, me when it is supposed to be about HIM, HIM, HIM.
This makes me think about King Nebuchadnezzar. You can read about him in the book of Daniel. Basically he was a very successful king who had lots of accomplishments. He took credit for all of his work and did not credit God with any of it. And God gave him plenty of chances.
First Nebuchadnezzar had a dream about the future and no one was able to interpret it until Daniel came along and told him the meaning and that the dream was from God. Nebuchadnezzar was in awe and placed Daniel in a high position, but he still did not turn to God. Then Nebuchadnezzar tried to burn Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego alive but God saved them. Nebuchadnezzar even saw a 4th in the fire with them and yet he still did not turn to God. Finally he had another dream about a great tree and in the dream he saw a messenger:
Daniel 4:13-17 “In the visions I saw while lying in bed, I looked, and there before me was a holy one, a messenger, coming down from heaven. He called in a loud voice: ‘Cut down the tree and trim off its branches; strip off its leaves and scatter its fruit. Let the animals flee from under it and the birds from its branches. But let the stump and its roots, bound with iron and bronze, remain in the ground, in the grass of the field.
“‘Let him be drenched with the dew of heaven, and let him live with the animals among the plants of the earth. Let his mind be changed from that of a man and let him be given the mind of an animal, till seven times pass by for him.
“‘The decision is announced by messengers, the holy ones declare the verdict, so that the living may know that the Most High is sovereign over all kingdoms on earth and gives them to anyone he wishes and sets over them the lowliest of people.’
Daniel interpreted this dream and warned the king that he was the tree and that if he did not turn to God that he would be thrown out from his kingdom and wander like an animal for 7 years. The king STILL did not turn to God and a year later this is exactly what happened. He wandered like an animal for 7 years until he finally praised God and the Lord restored Nebuchadnezzar back to his throne.
So I know I need to learn the lesson that Nebuchadnezzar did. I am learning about faith and trusting in God's plan over my own. I know God is in control. I have seen His miracles. I recently gave birth to a baby who the doctors said I was miscarrying! God is bigger than what I want. I long for the comfort of my home but at the same time I know I am where God wants me to be. Maybe, like Nebuchadnezzar, I was a tree that got too big and needed to be chopped down so that I could learn to rely on God.
Don't miss out on the lessons God is teaching you. He knows everything and is everywhere.
Psalm 139
For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.
1 You have searched me, LORD,
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, LORD, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts,[a] God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—
when I awake, I am still with you.
19 If only you, God, would slay the wicked!
Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, LORD,
and abhor those who are in rebellion against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.
This makes me think about King Nebuchadnezzar. You can read about him in the book of Daniel. Basically he was a very successful king who had lots of accomplishments. He took credit for all of his work and did not credit God with any of it. And God gave him plenty of chances.
First Nebuchadnezzar had a dream about the future and no one was able to interpret it until Daniel came along and told him the meaning and that the dream was from God. Nebuchadnezzar was in awe and placed Daniel in a high position, but he still did not turn to God. Then Nebuchadnezzar tried to burn Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego alive but God saved them. Nebuchadnezzar even saw a 4th in the fire with them and yet he still did not turn to God. Finally he had another dream about a great tree and in the dream he saw a messenger:
Daniel 4:13-17 “In the visions I saw while lying in bed, I looked, and there before me was a holy one, a messenger, coming down from heaven. He called in a loud voice: ‘Cut down the tree and trim off its branches; strip off its leaves and scatter its fruit. Let the animals flee from under it and the birds from its branches. But let the stump and its roots, bound with iron and bronze, remain in the ground, in the grass of the field.
“‘Let him be drenched with the dew of heaven, and let him live with the animals among the plants of the earth. Let his mind be changed from that of a man and let him be given the mind of an animal, till seven times pass by for him.
“‘The decision is announced by messengers, the holy ones declare the verdict, so that the living may know that the Most High is sovereign over all kingdoms on earth and gives them to anyone he wishes and sets over them the lowliest of people.’
Daniel interpreted this dream and warned the king that he was the tree and that if he did not turn to God that he would be thrown out from his kingdom and wander like an animal for 7 years. The king STILL did not turn to God and a year later this is exactly what happened. He wandered like an animal for 7 years until he finally praised God and the Lord restored Nebuchadnezzar back to his throne.
So I know I need to learn the lesson that Nebuchadnezzar did. I am learning about faith and trusting in God's plan over my own. I know God is in control. I have seen His miracles. I recently gave birth to a baby who the doctors said I was miscarrying! God is bigger than what I want. I long for the comfort of my home but at the same time I know I am where God wants me to be. Maybe, like Nebuchadnezzar, I was a tree that got too big and needed to be chopped down so that I could learn to rely on God.
Don't miss out on the lessons God is teaching you. He knows everything and is everywhere.
Psalm 139
For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.
1 You have searched me, LORD,
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, LORD, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts,[a] God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—
when I awake, I am still with you.
19 If only you, God, would slay the wicked!
Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, LORD,
and abhor those who are in rebellion against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Life is Short

“Show me, O LORD, my life’s end and the number of my days; let me know how fleeting is my life. 5 You have made my days a mere handbreadth; the span of my years is as nothing before you. Each man’s life is but a breath.”
— Psalm 39: 4-5
Our lives on this earth are so temporary. We could die at any momment. We never know when that last breath may be. Recent events in my life have been a reminder of this fact. A friend of mine lost her father in a car accident. He was stopped at a red light and someone rear ended him. To think that one day he was healthy and alive and then the next he had left this world is a harsh dose of reality. My own father was in the hospital a few weeks ago and is currently there again.
You might be wondering, what is the point in recognizing that life is short?
Well, first of all, if you don't know Jesus as Lord then the knowledge that this life could end at any momment should be quite frightening to you. Where will you go when you die? Do you think that if you were a "good person" that you will go to heaven? Well I have got news for you, and you'e not gonna like it... the bible says that all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). Have you ever told a lie? Have you ever thought badly about someone? No matter how good you think you are, you are still a sinner. The only way to heaven is by accepting Jesus as your savior. Ephesians 2:8 says "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God."
For those of you who are followers of Christ, this knowledge should make you even more eager to share the Good News with those around you who do not know the Truth. I know my dad is not saved and every time he goes to the hospital I think that it might just be my last chance to witness to him. Knowing that this life is temporary is also exciting for us as Christians because we know that we will have an even better life in eternity! All the pain and trouble that we experience in this life will be nothing! How awesome is that?
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Confession
Sometimes I don't learn the lesson God is teaching me until I completely fail His test. Although I wrote about how God is teaching me about dealing with frustrating people this week and how we should act, I totally did not follow this! I completely snapped at a clerk at a Walmart this week (long story, but it still doesn't excuse my actions). I went back to apologize today and I am very grateful that she forgave me. Hopefully now I have learned the lesson. It just goes to show you that we are all works in progress!
Friday, December 11, 2009
Striving for Holiness

It is so easy to become complacent in our faith. We get to a comfortable spot where we feel like we know what we need to know and are good with God. But the truth is that it is never enough to just be "good with God". We should be constantly striving toward holiness.
Genesis 20:26 You are to be holy to me because I, the LORD, am holy, and I have
set you apart from the nations to be my own.
How holy should we be? We should be so holy that the secular world hates us. Afterall, the darkness does not like the light:
John 15:19 If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it
is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world.
That is why the world hates you.
But I find myself afraid to be hated by the world. I don't want to say things that will offend people. So I water down my faith and I become luke warm. This is wrong and it is not the path that leads to holiness.
Romans 6:18 You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to
righteousness.
1 Tim 6:11 But you, man of God, flee from all this, and pursue righteousness,
godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness.
God makes it clear that we should be so dedicated that we become SLAVES to righteousness, constantly persuing it and fleeing from all else.
Have you been pursuing holiness or have you let your relationship with God become stale? I encourage you to take some time this week and reflect on where your faith stands.
Difficult People

The holidays are upon us and I am sure you have run into some pretty frustrating people. It seems like so many people are in such a rush and can be so rude! One thing the Lord has really been working on me is learning to "love" these frustrating people.
“But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. If someone strikes you on one cheek, turn to him the other also. If someone takes your cloak, do not stop him from taking your tunic. Give to everyone who asks you, and if anyone takes what belongs to you, do not demand it back. Do to others as you would have them do to you" Luke 6: 27-31.
Some might say that it is impossible to love your enemies, but Jesus had to do this daily. OK really if someone took my jacket, would I let them just take my shirt? And if someone hits me wouldn't I want to hit them back? The trick is that you have to think of the other person as better than you.
“Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves” Philippians 2: 3-4.
When you put the other person's needs above your own, you will not want to cause them harm, you will want to help them. Now I am not saying that this is easy, but God can give us the strength to do anything... even to bite your tongue when someone cuts in front of you in a grocery line that you have been in for an hour!
God, change my heart and make it like yours. Teach me to love my enemies the way that you love me unconditionally.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Hope

The dictionary defines the word "hope" as: 1. the general feeling that some desire will be fulfilled 2. promise: grounds for feeling hopeful about the future.
One of the greates gifts of being a Christian is hope.
God has a plan and a purpose for our future and knowing that gives us hope.
Jeremiah 29:11 - For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
When life becomes more than we can handle, we can have hope that God will get us through.
1 Timothy 5:5 - The widow who is really in need and left all alone puts her hope in God and continues night and day to pray and to ask God for help.
2 Corinthians 1:10 - He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us,
And when this life ends we have hope in eternal life!
Titus 3:7 - so that, having been justified by his grace, we might become heirs having the hope of eternal life.
Peter 1:3 - ... In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,
Strength

Sometimes spiritual battles can just seem so overwhelming. Have you ever just felt so weak and powerless? At times it may even seem like you are losing the fight! But I have good news...God gives us strength and we will be more than victorious!
Isaiah 40:29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak
Isaiah 40:31 but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on the wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint
Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear for I am with you, do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand
Psalm 18:32-34 It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze.
What can we do with God's strength? Run and not grow weary, stand on heights, and bend a bow of bronze! Actually we can do a whole lot more with God's strength:
Philippians 4:13 I can do everything through him who gives me strength
There is no battle to big for God! He can get us through any obstacle that life may throw at us.
You are Valuable!

To those of us who believe in God, we know how valuable He is. But did you ever wonder what we are to Him? I mean after all we are just plain old humans! Compared to God we are like insignificant, disgusting fleas. But the Bible shows us that God values us despite all of our shortcommings!
Luke 12:7 Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows.
I am a mom and I love my children very much and I value them more than all the jewels in the world, but even I do not know how many hairs they have on their head!
One famous verse of the Bible is John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
Do you know that God loves you? Satan will do everything in his power to make you feel worthless and unloveable. Don't let him win! Realize the truth and stand firm on it!
Friday, November 20, 2009
True Beauty

Everywhere you look there are advertisements for things to make you look better; weight loss supliments, plastic surgeries, special make up and clothes. Our society is so focused on outward appearance! No wonder so many women have confidence issues!
I am sure you have heard the phrase "True beauty comes from the inside", but did you know that this is also a biblical principal? God does not even look at us the way that we look at ourselves:
1 Samuel 16:7 - "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart."
Peter 3:4 You should be known for the beauty that comes from within, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is so precious to God.
So the next time you are standing in front of the mirror, take a minute to examine your heart instead of your hair. Do you have that gentle and quiet spirit or have you been spreading rumors and talking badly about people behind their backs?
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